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This Lifespan

by Jenerator Jenkins

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1.
What's behavior? How do you face it? Try to shop shaking But it never relates I dunno…. What's compliance? How do you fix it? When do you realize They're not here to help you? Oh… What's the reason? How do you trace it? Why do you shrug at Every attempt? Oh… You can tell me I'll say I didnt know But I really know Oh-o-Oh I'm just a coward And i dont like Going outside my zone If it helps you I really don't care I dont want it to And i wont care When i see all The numbers of death What's behavior? How do you change it? What for responses Nobody listens Oh… What's relation? Where is the distance? Why do you fall to Corporate resistance? Oh… What's corruption? How do you stamp it? Fight for a junction But it keeps on spreading Oh…
2.
Cycling Life 01:50
Well they work all day And they try to get away But they dont understand it All through the night Try to make sense Doesnt wake up Doesnt control All through the night They believe… All through the night They believe All through the day They set alarms All through the afternoon It carries on All through the night It creeps upon
3.
Tornadic 00:42
Pushing on the backroad Pushing on the highway When you're going down It's always going my way Pushing on the backroad Pushing on the highway When you're touching down It's always rolling my way Saying all these things That make you feel down Theres nowhere else You feel like you belong Theres nobody left To describe your being When your rolling right by When you're rolling through screaming Pushing on the backroad Pushing on the highway When you're touching down It's always going my way Pushing on the backroad Pushing on the highway You're the absolute You are driving me my way
4.
Crucifixion 00:46
Stabbed through the arm Through the muscle onto the wood Stabbed through the arm Feel the beat Splintering outward Stabbed through the arm It's one of those days It's one of those feelings Stabbed through the arm It's like this way It's always the same he doesnt believe In organized structure he doesnt believe In capitalist posture he doesnt believe in any real feelings he doesnt believe The sentence hes hearing
5.
Para-Pseudo 00:23
diplostomum pseudospathaceum building in the cardiacs diplostomum pseudospathaceum rising to the surface waiting to be eaten to repeat
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I've been a million miles wide I've seen the times my life abides I've seen the cracks between the sides I've seen the parts you dont realize All the things you belong to They all ask me where I've been and all I Say is that I'm gone and I dont know What else to do or say now And all the times all the weeks I'm not around I've been a million miles down I've seen the flames beneath the ground I've seen them burn without a sound Yet all the times you tell me It's ok it's all alright Waking up knowing The destination I'm heading to How many times? Do we go on this way Oh-oh-oh How many times? Do we go on Do we go wrong? How many times? Do we go on this way Oh-oh-oh How many times? Do we go on Do we go wrong? Born a million years behind The times I'm flying through the sky Its shining up there oh so bright The rays that crack across the sky All the flames all the buildings I can’t say All these things They make me feel okay Knowing i’m looking down Staring at the people away from then When they look up Do they see me? no All they see is an object moving slow Flying across the distance of the sky There’s nothing magical It’s all a fucking lie All the dreams All the feelings I cant say All these things They make me feel okay Not to spoils days with all this Existential melancholy but… How many times? Do we go on this way Oh-oh-oh How many times? Do we go on Do we go wrong? How many times? Do we go on this way Oh-oh-oh How many times? Do we go on Do we go wrong?
7.
So you say you have the deal correctly And I’ve been out of gas And I’ve got philosophy Waiting for you to say to me That I’m not anything A part of your way So you cram all my bananas You leave them on the table completed That’s all there is To have, to know And what to be And what to show And I don’t know What you could be Everything a part Oh, we love to see Oh, he could be Oh, the rational debater Oh, the rational debater
8.
Well I heard youve been going out there I heard youve been at the show I've been told a million times before It's not the place to go But sometimes I get so scared And I can't express to you Sometimes I get so nervous And I don't know what to do I don't care about it anymore I don't care it's always something more I try to explore it again I try to remember again But sometimes I get so scared And I can't express to you Sometimes I get so nervous And I don't know what to do
9.
Big Steppe 00:33
It's a big step when you try to believe It's a big step Yeah take it from me All things you do The things you say You wanna be You wanna stay You wanna be a member But the sign is out of order trip on the ones you love to make a big step yep, yep trip on the ones you love to make a big step yep, yep
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Impersonator 00:49
Oh I wish I was an impersonator I would have the talent to imitate Somebody else To capture your attention Coz you don't care about the words that I say now Nobody listens To the bottom of the barrel But I'm not good enough to be an impersonator Yeah I'm not good enough to be an impersonator
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Valeria 01:31
Valeria Valeria How could it be? The ones that you see? There always not me I dont know... How is it hard? The bad days are gone The castle is far up ahead What do you see? The thoughts that you think Are they of me? I don't know Sacrificed well I sent you to hell and now i'm the one that's alone Valeria Valeria Valeria Valeria How could it be? The ones that you see? They're never me I don't know Always the same You're crying again and I don't know what i've done now How would I know you're always in love It's never me that's the one Always the same You come here again And I am the one that is gone Valeria Valeria Valeria Valeria
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In The Sky 01:22
I hope you find conductors in the sky Yeah I hope you find conductors in the sky Though I hope you don't see my violent side Yeah I hope you don't see my violent side I hope there's conductors in the sky Yeah I hope you find their bodies in the sky But I'm not sure if he's alive Yeah I'm not sure if he's alive But that's alright That's alright That's alright
13.
Last Remains 02:51
Lately I've been dreaming of the moment it would be rewarded manifesting as i'd dream it'd be Lately I've had thoughts about the future how would it affect me and it's not optimistically Now I see it Moving in the shadows Punishing figures Tormenting for all time Standing in the shadows waiting for you These are my last remains Drag me to hell I'll be there waiting And we'll scream for all time Lately I've been dreaming of your green hair running through my feelings spiraling and twisting up horns Lately Your pain Keeps as a reminder All the things we've been through All the things that make me what I am And now I See you moving through the shadows reaching from the ceiling reaching out and reaching down to me
14.
i dont like it i dont like it at all i dont like that you're embarrassed when you know that's who I am I dont like you stay silent When your friends make an attack Why do you have that reaction And all you do is laugh about it I don't like whats caught your throat I don't like it at all I don't like you roll your eyes at me and refuse to take a side I know you think i'm wrong and that i'm never right i've been around a thousand years and when you take a side it's always theirs its never mine and it's something i dont like now i dont know why it always go to this and how it always ends like that and i dont like it either or and I dont like the way it goes i dont like it i dont like it at all
15.
Dead Man 00:55
I am a dead man living in a dead life i dont have a future of my own i dont do what i like i dont love what i like and i'm already dead to you you wont see me you wont hear me I have nothing more to say I am a dead man living in a dead life with nothing more to say
16.
shadowed riding companion runs through the fields in the dark time goes drifting through the ride he crosses the empty land shadowed riding companion trailing far away shadowed darling companion running so long away
17.
Conveyor 02:47
i've tried for years but i can't reach you (conveyor!) it always moves so far away i've tried for hours but i cant get you (conveyor!) and i dont think i ever will every feast i try to win you but i accept im out of your league it's a spot at the top i'll never be there my talents get me where i am i've tried for year but i can't reach you (conveyor!) you always move so far away always try but i can't reach you (conveyor!) and i dont think i ever will reach out and i cant grab you (conveyor!) you always move so far away dont think ill make it up there just cant reach the peak every season i competed i find it just a dream maybe it's a reflection maybe self destruction that's carrying me away oh i try not to think so bad i tell myself it's not so much it's just, it's just something i want so bad and i know i'll never have i've tried for years but i can't reach you (conveyor!) it always moves so far away i've tried for hours but i cant get you and i dont think i ever will
18.
Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history So they say yeah, It's what they teach ya Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history Yeah the rest is history
19.
Caricature 01:51
Take a look at it Take a look at your caricature Take a look at it Take a look at your caricature Oh I dreamed about the time I had by the side of the water it was going round in a circle like it always seems I was kinda dreaming like i'm always dreaming about the rain I was kinda dreaming like i'm always dreaming about the rain and peace it made and the peace it brings it goes away and the peace it forms and the peace it brings it goes away Take a look at it Take a look at the caricature Take a look at it Take a look at the caricature It didn't resemble the mess i was in i was frustrated I was so encumbered and all the things in the word in the form in the shape of your biome
20.
well sometimes life can be so great but it doesn't feel that way cause all the places all those feelings they've all gone away And all your friends Yeah all your friends that you once called your own They've all packed up They've all moved on Feeling so alone Well I can feel my heart corroding I can feel the sun imploding and this lifespan only has meaning If your surrounded by the ones you love you love you love you love to feel to be to hang on to what you love and what you feel and where you belong cause it can go away and it might stay the same but it will all go away and nothing feels the same Well I can feel my heart corroding I can feel the sun imploding and this lifespan only has meaning If your surrounded by the ones you love

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released November 17, 2020

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